The reason why I don't update my blog

I simply don't have much to say... Still overwhelmed by the big failure last year. Seems that you can never make yourself understood by words. If a person understands you, he understands you anyway. If he doesn't, he will never.

To someone, I feel so embarrassed and sorry to say anything.
I know what I said was totally a mess, but you may find that it's easier to say it out in another language.